How do I hate someone who I can never hate.
How can I make another person know things behind the surface without hurting them?
How can I treat it as nothing had happened when I know someone is hurting me behind my back?
Tell me, how can I trust people when I can't trust or believe what the people closest to me?

Human always think about things in their point of view. They can forgo other people feelings because the feelings they felt is stronger than the other person (provided that he think in the other person point of view). The fact is nobody can really feel how the other person felt because he is not in his shoes.

Why do I refrain from saying things out at times? Because I already know how the person will feel when I say it out. Honestly, I tried it, I felt it. I still see so many people talking and feeling themselves in their own world. I know whenever I say some truth or facts out, I will bound to hurt someone. They don't understand.

Tell me and enlighten me how to fight against my inner-self. Life is really boring. It's just repetitives, nothing new.

Learning more about myself is scary and it is harder for others to understand me. Sigh.

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